A Definite Read!

Uwah! I'm crying! I just finished Annasumanaru. I definitely recommend reading this, even with big head! It's more dramatic, and heartwrenching, and I've cried more than once! But it's lovely! Oh lordie, I'm going to start tearing up every time I hear "Do you believe in magic?" I'm doing it now. I'm saying it, and I'm crying harder. I should probably stop though before Travis comes home.

Don't need him thinking I'm crying because I'm pissed at him or anything. I can just imagine that conversation.

T: I'm home! .....WHAT THE HELL IS THE MATTER NOW?!?!
Me: Nothing!
T: Bullshit! I told you I was playing basketball! Why the hell are you all pissed off for?
Me: .....................do you believe in magic? -SOOOOOOB-
T: .....wtf?

Yeah, that'll be an amazing conversation.

But, yes! It sucks you in by being a faux-fantasy, and when everything comes out to be reality it blows your mind! L (R) is so amazing in his top hat outfit..I'm jealous! I want one! I want a top hat just like that one. Why don't people wear top hats anymore? They're so cool looking!

And then, as I was washing my dishes after taking a little break from reading, I began to remember a story that I mapped out years and years ago. See, I used to write fan fiction more than I read manga recently....and that's saying a lot! I was cutting school just because I wanted to write!

Well, I actually wrote a story that's sort of related...in some aspect. This story was actually one of my first non-fanfiction stories, and I was really proud of it. I typed it out on my mom's computer, saved it on a floppy, and then somehow accidentally screwed it up so I lost it. It wouldn't have been such a big deal, but I lost at least 20 different stories from that floppy screw up.

I took the files from the floppy, saved them on the DESKTOP instead of actually opening them all and saving them to my COMPUTER, and I deleted them from the floppy. I had thought that this would save me so much time, especially since it was 20 files and I didn't want to spend 2 hours or so transferring them to my crap ass computer. That was the only way to put files onto my computer back then...I didn't have internet in my room, and my computer was one of the big ass pieces of shit. Anyway, that's the story of how I lost this story....

But the story was basically focused on a girl in high school. She was a top student, but the pressure of trying to become what everyone wanted her to become was too much, and she suddenly started doing poorly in school. She didn't do her work, she didn't participate in any school activities as much as she used to. All in all, she didn't want to grow up.

And then, one day as she was walking home from school, who shows up but our beloved Peter Pan and Tinkerbelle? They follow her around, and, at first, she's ignoring them, thinking that it's just something her mind is imagining up, that she's getting too far into her fantasy world that she's started to imagine.

But, after being followed around by them, her friend sees them. Now, they aren't just following her around and stuff, Peter's talking to her, trying to get her to play games, and Tink is pulling at the girl's hair and stuff. Well, she and her friend end up following Peter to Neverland and having adventures, and they're having the time of their lives.

Until one day at school when she's suddenly become accused of hallucinating and acting like a child. She starts to become the focus of teasing from other kids in her school until one day she cracks and freaks out at some kids and teachers that have been talking to her about it. She asks her friend for proof that it was real, but he denies everything. She feels betrayed, and she runs out of the school, and to her house where she locks herself up in her room for days afterwards.

Her parents continuously ask her to talk, they hire doctors, psychiatrists, and the like. One day, Peter shows up at her window and asks if she wants to play. She turns on him and tells him it's time to grow up, stop acting like a child and move on with life.

Things happen after that, I don't remember, but then I write that...I think a few weeks have passed. She's started to become better, attending school, she's no longer friends with that boy, and she just lives her life day by day, going back to her groove from the beginning.

She's standing in her father's office at his work, she's alone, and Peter shows up. She apologizes, and he asks if she wants to play, if only once more before she grows up. She agrees, and she flies off with him.

Cut to a week later...funeral...Yup, she actually jumped out of the window of her father's office and died. But is she really? Her friend that betrayed her is looking around and, for a moment, he thought he saw her, but when he blinked she was gone.

And the end.

I know I veered off the topic of this post, I also wanted to put this down on here in case I lose it again. That would break my heart. Honestly, this story was deep, even for me. I don't write deep stuff like that. I want to keep this one, and perhaps write it out someday. Maybe I'll start now. It's not meant to be long, so it might not take long to type out, but I still don't know.

Honestly, I'm still shaken up over "do you believe in magic?" I'm totally going to start using that now. In everything! I'm going to update my facebook status, I'm going to throw it on my fanfiction site as a favorite quote! I love it now! Because, really, my whole life has been based of that little statement, though I haven't realized it until now. Because yes, I do believe in magic. I do believe in ghost, and the paranormal. I do believe in true love. I do believe in being childish, even when I'm 30.

I do believe in magic. =)

Big Head!

Okay, so...went to Spectrum Nexus to see if there were any updates last night, and I find that they uploaded a new manga (manhwa for the korean...) And I'm reading it, thinking that I could get into it. A magician that actually does real magic? Yes please!

I'm reading it....and just when I start to think that the teacher's face is a little odd looking....

Here comes a student who really made me freak out...and every time I see him, I can't stop saying:

"DUDE! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOUR HEAD?! And, why isn't anyone else concerned about this?"

So, I'm on page 22 of the first chapter, and I don't know how long I'll be able to read this anymore, all because I can't get over the size of this kid's head.


I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING!!!

Anyway...for those with curiosity...It's called Annarasumanara, and apparently it's finished, but only 17 chapters have been uploaded so far. I hope it's good. I mean, a magician that can really do real magic, fo reelz!

Until Death do us Part

So one of the manga that I've gotten into is called Until Death Do Us Part. It's about a little girl who can see her own future, a precog basically, and she saw this blind man as being her future husband. The kicker is she's being targeted by a country in Africa because of her precog abilities, and the blind man is actually a kick ass swordsman!

Haruka is only thirteen, so there isn't really any romantic scenes between the two, especially since he's like, in his late 20's. I love Mamoru. He's so eccentric and violent! I can't wait to see how they actually end up as a couple. He sees her as just a kid that he's involuntarily taken up as his charge. He protects her with everything he has, but he also enjoys being around her, though the reason for this is because of all the people he gets to attack that come after her.

And, of course because it's me, I've already got a fic rotating through my head. I just wanted to see how some of these things pan out before I commit myself to writing anything about it. It starts off with Haruka at 16, and she breaks the news to Mamoru about their future together. Mamoru is obviously a little skeptic/terrified about this, so he tells her to come back when she's 18...then, when she does...-Cue the dirty mind again.-

-_- Yeah, that's the pretty basic of the story.

Noblesse is starting to become repetitive. I would like to see more of the kids in school...I mean, its obvious that the Cerberus is going to kick ass, until Rai shows up and kills everybody in his bass ass way...But I want to see what's going on with the kids! They barely show the kids anymore, and it's starting to get a little boring.

But I will read it until the end. It's not bad enough yet for me to just quit in the middle of the series! I have faith that it'll pick up. My mind just can't comprehend all the scientific mumbojumbo for too long.

Keyboard troubles!

So, because the keyboard on my laptop is actually missing the E, D, and C keys, I use a USB keyboard. For some odd reason, my keyboard just stopped wanting to work. I don't know if it's because my computer just didn't want to accept the USB, probably because something was wrong inside seeing as how it wouldn't accept ANY USB devices...But it's decided that it wants to work now.

Which is a sign of GOD because the keyboard went out right as I was getting into the groove of typing up my stories. It's been almost 2 weeks since I last updated anything, and typing without those 3 letters is HELL...major HELL. And I know this because I still took the time to update my Facebook.

Well, now that my keyboard is back, I've lost my groove. Ha, I feel like Emperor Kuzko..."YOU THREW OFF MY GROOVE!" -Has keyboard thrown out the window of the highest room in the tallest tower of my awesome palace. Resumes dancing to my own theme song.-

Well, damn, now I have writer's block on my blog? How does that happen? Seriously, I've been sitting here, staring at the computer screen for the passed thirty seconds, wondering to type up next. I mean, it's not like anyone actually reads this thing anyway, this is really just here for my own personal enjoyment, and if someone does happen to read it, I apologize for my weirdness.

Dreams

So, last night I had 2 dreams that I want to remember. And then when I come here to do just that, I get accused of going onto Facebook. If only he knew what I really did, instead of sitting on Facebook, which I don't do as much as he says. >=)

Anywho, Dream #1:

Starts in some distant future where I'm working for some sort sciencey thing. I get sucked into the time warp thing that we've been working on, and it shoots me back to the 50s. Turns out they're getting attacked by a cute little alien that resembles the cute little alien from that playstation game "Destroy All Humans."

Next thing I know, the people who I've been around end up dying, so I run away. I'm hopping over fences and running passed dogs and doing cardio things that I can't do at all! I'm hiding from the little alien thing, basically.

I end up running up this hill, where there's a family who don't realize that an alien is killing people. I hide in the bedroom, and the alien comes in and kills them. As its killing them, I run away, and jank their car.

As I'm driving away, I see one of the guys that I was with when I first came to this time, and I pick him up, and we go back to the house where I showed up, and, apparently, where the little alien first started killing people. We hide in a room upstairs, where there are two other people hiding, getting their guns and stuff ready.

They give me a cute little gun that has its safety on, and they tell me to hurry and take it off because the alien thing is coming. I'm messing with the little button by the trigger, not sure how to turn the safety off. I go to ask one of them, but they tell me to be quiet.

So here I am, pushing buttons, then pushing the trigger to see if I can get the safety off, but it doesn't work. The cute little alien walks into the room just as I pull the trigger again, and I shoot it! It flies backwards, crashing into the bedroom across the hall, and we all run after it. It isn't dead, and I'm all apologetic and whatnot...

Two of the guys grab the alien, and the other person hands me an ax, and we start hacking at it's head, even though it's skin doesn't break, but it's still in pain, so we keep hacking at it.

And that's when Sydney wakes me up! I situate myself so she won't end up falling off the bed, and I go back to sleep for dream #2:

Skyrim based dream! I'm walking around one of the tombs with a group of people. The people are all hack-n-slash types, and I pretend to be all hack-n-slash too, though I'm really a magic person. I hang back most of the time, even while they're fighting a boss fight, which isn't a Drougr, but a clown. Maybe it's because it was a clown that I didn't want to kill it...or even go near it!

They kill it, we leave, and suddenly a dragon attacks! I hang back while they start getting their asses kicked, until I finally say, "Okay! Everyone stand back!" I'm all pissed and impatient, so when they all look at me, I don't care whether they're listening to me or not...I take out a notebook and press my finger against "Fireball". I then do the whole action that the Skyrim characters do when they're about to cast their magic.

One hit and the dragon dies. Unfortunately, the people I was travelling with now hate me because I use magic, and so I run away before they can do anything about it.

That's about when I wake up again, and for the final time. I can feel the first dream turn into a story, which is how I come up with ideas for almost all of my stories. The second one was just a fun one, though it was pretty messed up that they all hated me after I saved them from a dragon...bastards.

With the alien, I thought it was pretty cute that he resembled the alien from Destroy All Humans...a game that I haven't played in like...6 years! I totally forgot all about the game until I was thinking about the alien this morning after I woke up.

Takeo

So, all I did was add words to this picture. Yes, this is one of the sexy guys who look just absolutely amazing with his shirt off. I was reading this page and when I saw this picture I was like, "Oh, hi there, sexy." And then I scrolled down, and saw his feet. Yes, those are bunny heads on his sandals. I couldn't stop laughing! I wanted to put this as my wallpaper, but the bottom doesn't show up; it's too big. I get a kick of adding text to these pictures. I have one I made from Lucifer and Biscuit Hammer.

Can't remember his name now! Damn, but this is the main bad guy, going crazy. He's saying something like "Who wants to die?!" or something, but I giggled when I saw the picture and put in the current quote. I have another with Angel Densetsu, but I haven't put in a caption yet. I almost put in the cupcake quote again, but I realized I already used it, so I tried to think of something else...I forgot about it. I'll come up with something.

For now, I just wanted to share these.

Alone!

I'm so lucky and happy right now! Earlier I took Travis to his thing in Reno, so he's gone until I go get him at 7.30...but then, an hour or so ago his parents decided to take the girls to a birthday party! So now I'm by myself in a quiet house while listening to my music.

Of course, listening to "Wish you were here" by Avril Lavigne isn't something that truly expresses how ectstatic I am for being alone. Just me, the dog, and the cat. Oh...and that little ant that's crawling on my computer screen. Doesn't this guy know that it's too cold for him to be roaming around? Go back to your frozen little hole, you little bastard.

Now would be the perfect opprotunity to write in my dirty stories, but I'm so glued to Noblesse, and the only reason why I'm typing right now is because I took a potty break and I've thrown this website up before I could lock my eyes on the manwha some more.

I thought about a cute little story featuring Yoona and M-21 last night. Eh, I can't wait until he gets a name other than M-21, and his RK name of No-4. Really, he needs a name! In my mind, when he told Yoona to stop calling him "Ajussi" which is what they call him, and she asked what he wanted her to call him...and I froze. I was like, well, he can't have her call him M-21, now can he? That would be weird! Then I started think of Korean names that would sound good, but I don't know many...Okay, like none that aren't already part of the story. Kim? That's about as extensive as my Korean name dictionary goes.

And he does not look like a Kim. Not at all.

Oh, speaking of sexy men, there's a character that's been introduced, and he ended up having his shirt torn off....He looks so anorexic and GROSS, sure he's like, some little kid type, but his torso is so small, that just because the artist drew muscles, it was still sickening. No wonder Seira doesn't like him.

Eh, one last thing before I go back to Noblesse....

Korn singing "Kidnap the Sandy Claws" is amazing. I can't stop laughing. Okay....later then.