Freaking Vampire Knight! Every damn time an update comes out, it's all choppy and confusing! I end up having to read 2 or 3 chapter before the new one just so I can somewhat understand what's going on. Seriously, I honestly still have no idea what's going on! But still, I'm so happy that it was updated again. This has to be one of my all time favorites.
And, I started I Am A Hero earlier, and I only have to say one thing....loudly....
HOLY FREAKIN YES ZOMBIESSS!!!
I always laugh when people are so confused about what's going on like...haven't the Japanese heard of the zombie apocalypse? Well, obviously, I mean, there's a manga about it, but like, if that were to happen here, there'd be no confusion...Someone walks up to someone else and bites them, the bitten person isn't going to be all like "Wtf man?" No, because of our culture, we'd immediately point and say, "ZOMBIE!" and all hell would break loose. Am I right? I am right!
That's why I thought it was doubly funny that the only American in the manga knew what was going on. Ha! He's all freaking out, saying "bio-terrorism" and calling the people "infected" and stuff, like they're supposed to. But, no, when someone bites someone else from Japan, they'll be confused, and end up going on with their day. "Oh, by the way, some random kid ran up to me and bit me today...huh, weird. Oh well."
Yeah, anyway, after reading it a bit, I freakin fell asleep and had a Skyrim/zombie dream. It was epic. Not much happened, I wasn't asleep for very long, but I know that it was epic.
Anyway, I have Magic open, and I've been trying to type, but I get distracted and end up not wanting to type anymore. It's been, what, three weeks since I've updated? I haven't written anything in those three weeks! Bad me! I mean, it's not like I haven't had any ideas for writing, I just haven't been able to put in ink, or font.
Another big hill I'm trying to climb for this story, is what to type out at all! I mean, I know what's supposed to happen, I just don't know how to put it down. It's the big battle scene, but I can't type it out. I'm working on it, though. I have the sequence in my mind as we speak, and I'm just throwing shit onto Word, and hoping it turns out okay.
One thing that I have noticed about this story is the lack of music. Every time I listen to music, I can always picture scenes from my stories to go along with the music. I've done this ever since I was obessed with making AMVs. I can put together a music video with my stories to almost any song, except this one. I've listened to every type of music I could, and nothing pops into my head. I get epic scenes with my Pyro/Shii story, and even more epic scenes with Kinden, Angel, and Kinden 2 (Akito and Riri), but not Magic. Even Closure goes good with music.
I love being able to picture scenes using music, I get so many great ideas! The Pyro/Shii story is going to be amazing when I finally decide to put it on paper, or Word. I jotted down the basics of the prologue, and the whole story just blossomed. I swear, this is the one story that I've written and rewritten so many times, but I swear this is the last time! I'm still putting in Crystal, Tenshi, Helghast, Hotohori, Merrill, and others that have been main characters, and it'll still all work out! Even my dragons! I haven't seen them since my YuYu Hakusho fic, but I'm bringing them back!
Watch out, Pyro, Shii's coming back, and she's kicking ass!
Now now, time to stop stalling and get back to my Magic!
Do you believe in Magic? Yes, and I need some to help me finish this story!
Monday, February 27, 2012
Friday, February 24, 2012
A Definite Read!
Uwah! I'm crying! I just finished Annasumanaru. I definitely recommend reading this, even with big head! It's more dramatic, and heartwrenching, and I've cried more than once! But it's lovely! Oh lordie, I'm going to start tearing up every time I hear "Do you believe in magic?" I'm doing it now. I'm saying it, and I'm crying harder. I should probably stop though before Travis comes home.
Don't need him thinking I'm crying because I'm pissed at him or anything. I can just imagine that conversation.
T: I'm home! .....WHAT THE HELL IS THE MATTER NOW?!?!
Me: Nothing!
T: Bullshit! I told you I was playing basketball! Why the hell are you all pissed off for?
Me: .....................do you believe in magic? -SOOOOOOB-
T: .....wtf?
Yeah, that'll be an amazing conversation.
But, yes! It sucks you in by being a faux-fantasy, and when everything comes out to be reality it blows your mind! L (R) is so amazing in his top hat outfit..I'm jealous! I want one! I want a top hat just like that one. Why don't people wear top hats anymore? They're so cool looking!
And then, as I was washing my dishes after taking a little break from reading, I began to remember a story that I mapped out years and years ago. See, I used to write fan fiction more than I read manga recently....and that's saying a lot! I was cutting school just because I wanted to write!
Well, I actually wrote a story that's sort of related...in some aspect. This story was actually one of my first non-fanfiction stories, and I was really proud of it. I typed it out on my mom's computer, saved it on a floppy, and then somehow accidentally screwed it up so I lost it. It wouldn't have been such a big deal, but I lost at least 20 different stories from that floppy screw up.
I took the files from the floppy, saved them on the DESKTOP instead of actually opening them all and saving them to my COMPUTER, and I deleted them from the floppy. I had thought that this would save me so much time, especially since it was 20 files and I didn't want to spend 2 hours or so transferring them to my crap ass computer. That was the only way to put files onto my computer back then...I didn't have internet in my room, and my computer was one of the big ass pieces of shit. Anyway, that's the story of how I lost this story....
But the story was basically focused on a girl in high school. She was a top student, but the pressure of trying to become what everyone wanted her to become was too much, and she suddenly started doing poorly in school. She didn't do her work, she didn't participate in any school activities as much as she used to. All in all, she didn't want to grow up.
And then, one day as she was walking home from school, who shows up but our beloved Peter Pan and Tinkerbelle? They follow her around, and, at first, she's ignoring them, thinking that it's just something her mind is imagining up, that she's getting too far into her fantasy world that she's started to imagine.
But, after being followed around by them, her friend sees them. Now, they aren't just following her around and stuff, Peter's talking to her, trying to get her to play games, and Tink is pulling at the girl's hair and stuff. Well, she and her friend end up following Peter to Neverland and having adventures, and they're having the time of their lives.
Until one day at school when she's suddenly become accused of hallucinating and acting like a child. She starts to become the focus of teasing from other kids in her school until one day she cracks and freaks out at some kids and teachers that have been talking to her about it. She asks her friend for proof that it was real, but he denies everything. She feels betrayed, and she runs out of the school, and to her house where she locks herself up in her room for days afterwards.
Her parents continuously ask her to talk, they hire doctors, psychiatrists, and the like. One day, Peter shows up at her window and asks if she wants to play. She turns on him and tells him it's time to grow up, stop acting like a child and move on with life.
Things happen after that, I don't remember, but then I write that...I think a few weeks have passed. She's started to become better, attending school, she's no longer friends with that boy, and she just lives her life day by day, going back to her groove from the beginning.
She's standing in her father's office at his work, she's alone, and Peter shows up. She apologizes, and he asks if she wants to play, if only once more before she grows up. She agrees, and she flies off with him.
Cut to a week later...funeral...Yup, she actually jumped out of the window of her father's office and died. But is she really? Her friend that betrayed her is looking around and, for a moment, he thought he saw her, but when he blinked she was gone.
And the end.
I know I veered off the topic of this post, I also wanted to put this down on here in case I lose it again. That would break my heart. Honestly, this story was deep, even for me. I don't write deep stuff like that. I want to keep this one, and perhaps write it out someday. Maybe I'll start now. It's not meant to be long, so it might not take long to type out, but I still don't know.
Honestly, I'm still shaken up over "do you believe in magic?" I'm totally going to start using that now. In everything! I'm going to update my facebook status, I'm going to throw it on my fanfiction site as a favorite quote! I love it now! Because, really, my whole life has been based of that little statement, though I haven't realized it until now. Because yes, I do believe in magic. I do believe in ghost, and the paranormal. I do believe in true love. I do believe in being childish, even when I'm 30.
I do believe in magic. =)
Don't need him thinking I'm crying because I'm pissed at him or anything. I can just imagine that conversation.
T: I'm home! .....WHAT THE HELL IS THE MATTER NOW?!?!
Me: Nothing!
T: Bullshit! I told you I was playing basketball! Why the hell are you all pissed off for?
Me: .....................do you believe in magic? -SOOOOOOB-
T: .....wtf?
Yeah, that'll be an amazing conversation.
But, yes! It sucks you in by being a faux-fantasy, and when everything comes out to be reality it blows your mind! L (R) is so amazing in his top hat outfit..I'm jealous! I want one! I want a top hat just like that one. Why don't people wear top hats anymore? They're so cool looking!
And then, as I was washing my dishes after taking a little break from reading, I began to remember a story that I mapped out years and years ago. See, I used to write fan fiction more than I read manga recently....and that's saying a lot! I was cutting school just because I wanted to write!
Well, I actually wrote a story that's sort of related...in some aspect. This story was actually one of my first non-fanfiction stories, and I was really proud of it. I typed it out on my mom's computer, saved it on a floppy, and then somehow accidentally screwed it up so I lost it. It wouldn't have been such a big deal, but I lost at least 20 different stories from that floppy screw up.
I took the files from the floppy, saved them on the DESKTOP instead of actually opening them all and saving them to my COMPUTER, and I deleted them from the floppy. I had thought that this would save me so much time, especially since it was 20 files and I didn't want to spend 2 hours or so transferring them to my crap ass computer. That was the only way to put files onto my computer back then...I didn't have internet in my room, and my computer was one of the big ass pieces of shit. Anyway, that's the story of how I lost this story....
But the story was basically focused on a girl in high school. She was a top student, but the pressure of trying to become what everyone wanted her to become was too much, and she suddenly started doing poorly in school. She didn't do her work, she didn't participate in any school activities as much as she used to. All in all, she didn't want to grow up.
And then, one day as she was walking home from school, who shows up but our beloved Peter Pan and Tinkerbelle? They follow her around, and, at first, she's ignoring them, thinking that it's just something her mind is imagining up, that she's getting too far into her fantasy world that she's started to imagine.
But, after being followed around by them, her friend sees them. Now, they aren't just following her around and stuff, Peter's talking to her, trying to get her to play games, and Tink is pulling at the girl's hair and stuff. Well, she and her friend end up following Peter to Neverland and having adventures, and they're having the time of their lives.
Until one day at school when she's suddenly become accused of hallucinating and acting like a child. She starts to become the focus of teasing from other kids in her school until one day she cracks and freaks out at some kids and teachers that have been talking to her about it. She asks her friend for proof that it was real, but he denies everything. She feels betrayed, and she runs out of the school, and to her house where she locks herself up in her room for days afterwards.
Her parents continuously ask her to talk, they hire doctors, psychiatrists, and the like. One day, Peter shows up at her window and asks if she wants to play. She turns on him and tells him it's time to grow up, stop acting like a child and move on with life.
Things happen after that, I don't remember, but then I write that...I think a few weeks have passed. She's started to become better, attending school, she's no longer friends with that boy, and she just lives her life day by day, going back to her groove from the beginning.
She's standing in her father's office at his work, she's alone, and Peter shows up. She apologizes, and he asks if she wants to play, if only once more before she grows up. She agrees, and she flies off with him.
Cut to a week later...funeral...Yup, she actually jumped out of the window of her father's office and died. But is she really? Her friend that betrayed her is looking around and, for a moment, he thought he saw her, but when he blinked she was gone.
And the end.
I know I veered off the topic of this post, I also wanted to put this down on here in case I lose it again. That would break my heart. Honestly, this story was deep, even for me. I don't write deep stuff like that. I want to keep this one, and perhaps write it out someday. Maybe I'll start now. It's not meant to be long, so it might not take long to type out, but I still don't know.
Honestly, I'm still shaken up over "do you believe in magic?" I'm totally going to start using that now. In everything! I'm going to update my facebook status, I'm going to throw it on my fanfiction site as a favorite quote! I love it now! Because, really, my whole life has been based of that little statement, though I haven't realized it until now. Because yes, I do believe in magic. I do believe in ghost, and the paranormal. I do believe in true love. I do believe in being childish, even when I'm 30.
I do believe in magic. =)
Big Head!
Okay, so...went to Spectrum Nexus to see if there were any updates last night, and I find that they uploaded a new manga (manhwa for the korean...) And I'm reading it, thinking that I could get into it. A magician that actually does real magic? Yes please!
I'm reading it....and just when I start to think that the teacher's face is a little odd looking....
"DUDE! WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOUR HEAD?! And, why isn't anyone else concerned about this?"
So, I'm on page 22 of the first chapter, and I don't know how long I'll be able to read this anymore, all because I can't get over the size of this kid's head.
I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING!!!
Anyway...for those with curiosity...It's called Annarasumanara, and apparently it's finished, but only 17 chapters have been uploaded so far. I hope it's good. I mean, a magician that can really do real magic, fo reelz!
I'm reading it....and just when I start to think that the teacher's face is a little odd looking....
Here comes a student who really made me freak out...and every time I see him, I can't stop saying:
So, I'm on page 22 of the first chapter, and I don't know how long I'll be able to read this anymore, all because I can't get over the size of this kid's head.
I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING!!!
Anyway...for those with curiosity...It's called Annarasumanara, and apparently it's finished, but only 17 chapters have been uploaded so far. I hope it's good. I mean, a magician that can really do real magic, fo reelz!
Wednesday, February 22, 2012
Until Death do us Part
So one of the manga that I've gotten into is called Until Death Do Us Part. It's about a little girl who can see her own future, a precog basically, and she saw this blind man as being her future husband. The kicker is she's being targeted by a country in Africa because of her precog abilities, and the blind man is actually a kick ass swordsman!
Haruka is only thirteen, so there isn't really any romantic scenes between the two, especially since he's like, in his late 20's. I love Mamoru. He's so eccentric and violent! I can't wait to see how they actually end up as a couple. He sees her as just a kid that he's involuntarily taken up as his charge. He protects her with everything he has, but he also enjoys being around her, though the reason for this is because of all the people he gets to attack that come after her.
And, of course because it's me, I've already got a fic rotating through my head. I just wanted to see how some of these things pan out before I commit myself to writing anything about it. It starts off with Haruka at 16, and she breaks the news to Mamoru about their future together. Mamoru is obviously a little skeptic/terrified about this, so he tells her to come back when she's 18...then, when she does...-Cue the dirty mind again.-
-_- Yeah, that's the pretty basic of the story.
Noblesse is starting to become repetitive. I would like to see more of the kids in school...I mean, its obvious that the Cerberus is going to kick ass, until Rai shows up and kills everybody in his bass ass way...But I want to see what's going on with the kids! They barely show the kids anymore, and it's starting to get a little boring.
But I will read it until the end. It's not bad enough yet for me to just quit in the middle of the series! I have faith that it'll pick up. My mind just can't comprehend all the scientific mumbojumbo for too long.
Haruka is only thirteen, so there isn't really any romantic scenes between the two, especially since he's like, in his late 20's. I love Mamoru. He's so eccentric and violent! I can't wait to see how they actually end up as a couple. He sees her as just a kid that he's involuntarily taken up as his charge. He protects her with everything he has, but he also enjoys being around her, though the reason for this is because of all the people he gets to attack that come after her.
And, of course because it's me, I've already got a fic rotating through my head. I just wanted to see how some of these things pan out before I commit myself to writing anything about it. It starts off with Haruka at 16, and she breaks the news to Mamoru about their future together. Mamoru is obviously a little skeptic/terrified about this, so he tells her to come back when she's 18...then, when she does...-Cue the dirty mind again.-
-_- Yeah, that's the pretty basic of the story.
Noblesse is starting to become repetitive. I would like to see more of the kids in school...I mean, its obvious that the Cerberus is going to kick ass, until Rai shows up and kills everybody in his bass ass way...But I want to see what's going on with the kids! They barely show the kids anymore, and it's starting to get a little boring.
But I will read it until the end. It's not bad enough yet for me to just quit in the middle of the series! I have faith that it'll pick up. My mind just can't comprehend all the scientific mumbojumbo for too long.
Keyboard troubles!
So, because the keyboard on my laptop is actually missing the E, D, and C keys, I use a USB keyboard. For some odd reason, my keyboard just stopped wanting to work. I don't know if it's because my computer just didn't want to accept the USB, probably because something was wrong inside seeing as how it wouldn't accept ANY USB devices...But it's decided that it wants to work now.
Which is a sign of GOD because the keyboard went out right as I was getting into the groove of typing up my stories. It's been almost 2 weeks since I last updated anything, and typing without those 3 letters is HELL...major HELL. And I know this because I still took the time to update my Facebook.
Well, now that my keyboard is back, I've lost my groove. Ha, I feel like Emperor Kuzko..."YOU THREW OFF MY GROOVE!" -Has keyboard thrown out the window of the highest room in the tallest tower of my awesome palace. Resumes dancing to my own theme song.-
Well, damn, now I have writer's block on my blog? How does that happen? Seriously, I've been sitting here, staring at the computer screen for the passed thirty seconds, wondering to type up next. I mean, it's not like anyone actually reads this thing anyway, this is really just here for my own personal enjoyment, and if someone does happen to read it, I apologize for my weirdness.
Which is a sign of GOD because the keyboard went out right as I was getting into the groove of typing up my stories. It's been almost 2 weeks since I last updated anything, and typing without those 3 letters is HELL...major HELL. And I know this because I still took the time to update my Facebook.
Well, now that my keyboard is back, I've lost my groove. Ha, I feel like Emperor Kuzko..."YOU THREW OFF MY GROOVE!" -Has keyboard thrown out the window of the highest room in the tallest tower of my awesome palace. Resumes dancing to my own theme song.-
Well, damn, now I have writer's block on my blog? How does that happen? Seriously, I've been sitting here, staring at the computer screen for the passed thirty seconds, wondering to type up next. I mean, it's not like anyone actually reads this thing anyway, this is really just here for my own personal enjoyment, and if someone does happen to read it, I apologize for my weirdness.
Sunday, February 19, 2012
Dreams
So, last night I had 2 dreams that I want to remember. And then when I come here to do just that, I get accused of going onto Facebook. If only he knew what I really did, instead of sitting on Facebook, which I don't do as much as he says. >=)
Anywho, Dream #1:
Starts in some distant future where I'm working for some sort sciencey thing. I get sucked into the time warp thing that we've been working on, and it shoots me back to the 50s. Turns out they're getting attacked by a cute little alien that resembles the cute little alien from that playstation game "Destroy All Humans."
Next thing I know, the people who I've been around end up dying, so I run away. I'm hopping over fences and running passed dogs and doing cardio things that I can't do at all! I'm hiding from the little alien thing, basically.
I end up running up this hill, where there's a family who don't realize that an alien is killing people. I hide in the bedroom, and the alien comes in and kills them. As its killing them, I run away, and jank their car.
As I'm driving away, I see one of the guys that I was with when I first came to this time, and I pick him up, and we go back to the house where I showed up, and, apparently, where the little alien first started killing people. We hide in a room upstairs, where there are two other people hiding, getting their guns and stuff ready.
They give me a cute little gun that has its safety on, and they tell me to hurry and take it off because the alien thing is coming. I'm messing with the little button by the trigger, not sure how to turn the safety off. I go to ask one of them, but they tell me to be quiet.
So here I am, pushing buttons, then pushing the trigger to see if I can get the safety off, but it doesn't work. The cute little alien walks into the room just as I pull the trigger again, and I shoot it! It flies backwards, crashing into the bedroom across the hall, and we all run after it. It isn't dead, and I'm all apologetic and whatnot...
Two of the guys grab the alien, and the other person hands me an ax, and we start hacking at it's head, even though it's skin doesn't break, but it's still in pain, so we keep hacking at it.
And that's when Sydney wakes me up! I situate myself so she won't end up falling off the bed, and I go back to sleep for dream #2:
Skyrim based dream! I'm walking around one of the tombs with a group of people. The people are all hack-n-slash types, and I pretend to be all hack-n-slash too, though I'm really a magic person. I hang back most of the time, even while they're fighting a boss fight, which isn't a Drougr, but a clown. Maybe it's because it was a clown that I didn't want to kill it...or even go near it!
They kill it, we leave, and suddenly a dragon attacks! I hang back while they start getting their asses kicked, until I finally say, "Okay! Everyone stand back!" I'm all pissed and impatient, so when they all look at me, I don't care whether they're listening to me or not...I take out a notebook and press my finger against "Fireball". I then do the whole action that the Skyrim characters do when they're about to cast their magic.
One hit and the dragon dies. Unfortunately, the people I was travelling with now hate me because I use magic, and so I run away before they can do anything about it.
That's about when I wake up again, and for the final time. I can feel the first dream turn into a story, which is how I come up with ideas for almost all of my stories. The second one was just a fun one, though it was pretty messed up that they all hated me after I saved them from a dragon...bastards.
With the alien, I thought it was pretty cute that he resembled the alien from Destroy All Humans...a game that I haven't played in like...6 years! I totally forgot all about the game until I was thinking about the alien this morning after I woke up.
Anywho, Dream #1:
Starts in some distant future where I'm working for some sort sciencey thing. I get sucked into the time warp thing that we've been working on, and it shoots me back to the 50s. Turns out they're getting attacked by a cute little alien that resembles the cute little alien from that playstation game "Destroy All Humans."
Next thing I know, the people who I've been around end up dying, so I run away. I'm hopping over fences and running passed dogs and doing cardio things that I can't do at all! I'm hiding from the little alien thing, basically.
I end up running up this hill, where there's a family who don't realize that an alien is killing people. I hide in the bedroom, and the alien comes in and kills them. As its killing them, I run away, and jank their car.
As I'm driving away, I see one of the guys that I was with when I first came to this time, and I pick him up, and we go back to the house where I showed up, and, apparently, where the little alien first started killing people. We hide in a room upstairs, where there are two other people hiding, getting their guns and stuff ready.
They give me a cute little gun that has its safety on, and they tell me to hurry and take it off because the alien thing is coming. I'm messing with the little button by the trigger, not sure how to turn the safety off. I go to ask one of them, but they tell me to be quiet.
So here I am, pushing buttons, then pushing the trigger to see if I can get the safety off, but it doesn't work. The cute little alien walks into the room just as I pull the trigger again, and I shoot it! It flies backwards, crashing into the bedroom across the hall, and we all run after it. It isn't dead, and I'm all apologetic and whatnot...
Two of the guys grab the alien, and the other person hands me an ax, and we start hacking at it's head, even though it's skin doesn't break, but it's still in pain, so we keep hacking at it.
And that's when Sydney wakes me up! I situate myself so she won't end up falling off the bed, and I go back to sleep for dream #2:
Skyrim based dream! I'm walking around one of the tombs with a group of people. The people are all hack-n-slash types, and I pretend to be all hack-n-slash too, though I'm really a magic person. I hang back most of the time, even while they're fighting a boss fight, which isn't a Drougr, but a clown. Maybe it's because it was a clown that I didn't want to kill it...or even go near it!
They kill it, we leave, and suddenly a dragon attacks! I hang back while they start getting their asses kicked, until I finally say, "Okay! Everyone stand back!" I'm all pissed and impatient, so when they all look at me, I don't care whether they're listening to me or not...I take out a notebook and press my finger against "Fireball". I then do the whole action that the Skyrim characters do when they're about to cast their magic.
One hit and the dragon dies. Unfortunately, the people I was travelling with now hate me because I use magic, and so I run away before they can do anything about it.
That's about when I wake up again, and for the final time. I can feel the first dream turn into a story, which is how I come up with ideas for almost all of my stories. The second one was just a fun one, though it was pretty messed up that they all hated me after I saved them from a dragon...bastards.
With the alien, I thought it was pretty cute that he resembled the alien from Destroy All Humans...a game that I haven't played in like...6 years! I totally forgot all about the game until I was thinking about the alien this morning after I woke up.
Saturday, February 18, 2012
Takeo
So, all I did was add words to this picture. Yes, this is one of the sexy guys who look just absolutely amazing with his shirt off. I was reading this page and when I saw this picture I was like, "Oh, hi there, sexy." And then I scrolled down, and saw his feet. Yes, those are bunny heads on his sandals. I couldn't stop laughing! I wanted to put this as my wallpaper, but the bottom doesn't show up; it's too big. I get a kick of adding text to these pictures. I have one I made from Lucifer and Biscuit Hammer.
For now, I just wanted to share these.
Alone!
I'm so lucky and happy right now! Earlier I took Travis to his thing in Reno, so he's gone until I go get him at 7.30...but then, an hour or so ago his parents decided to take the girls to a birthday party! So now I'm by myself in a quiet house while listening to my music.
Of course, listening to "Wish you were here" by Avril Lavigne isn't something that truly expresses how ectstatic I am for being alone. Just me, the dog, and the cat. Oh...and that little ant that's crawling on my computer screen. Doesn't this guy know that it's too cold for him to be roaming around? Go back to your frozen little hole, you little bastard.
Now would be the perfect opprotunity to write in my dirty stories, but I'm so glued to Noblesse, and the only reason why I'm typing right now is because I took a potty break and I've thrown this website up before I could lock my eyes on the manwha some more.
I thought about a cute little story featuring Yoona and M-21 last night. Eh, I can't wait until he gets a name other than M-21, and his RK name of No-4. Really, he needs a name! In my mind, when he told Yoona to stop calling him "Ajussi" which is what they call him, and she asked what he wanted her to call him...and I froze. I was like, well, he can't have her call him M-21, now can he? That would be weird! Then I started think of Korean names that would sound good, but I don't know many...Okay, like none that aren't already part of the story. Kim? That's about as extensive as my Korean name dictionary goes.
And he does not look like a Kim. Not at all.
Oh, speaking of sexy men, there's a character that's been introduced, and he ended up having his shirt torn off....He looks so anorexic and GROSS, sure he's like, some little kid type, but his torso is so small, that just because the artist drew muscles, it was still sickening. No wonder Seira doesn't like him.
Eh, one last thing before I go back to Noblesse....
Korn singing "Kidnap the Sandy Claws" is amazing. I can't stop laughing. Okay....later then.
Of course, listening to "Wish you were here" by Avril Lavigne isn't something that truly expresses how ectstatic I am for being alone. Just me, the dog, and the cat. Oh...and that little ant that's crawling on my computer screen. Doesn't this guy know that it's too cold for him to be roaming around? Go back to your frozen little hole, you little bastard.
Now would be the perfect opprotunity to write in my dirty stories, but I'm so glued to Noblesse, and the only reason why I'm typing right now is because I took a potty break and I've thrown this website up before I could lock my eyes on the manwha some more.
I thought about a cute little story featuring Yoona and M-21 last night. Eh, I can't wait until he gets a name other than M-21, and his RK name of No-4. Really, he needs a name! In my mind, when he told Yoona to stop calling him "Ajussi" which is what they call him, and she asked what he wanted her to call him...and I froze. I was like, well, he can't have her call him M-21, now can he? That would be weird! Then I started think of Korean names that would sound good, but I don't know many...Okay, like none that aren't already part of the story. Kim? That's about as extensive as my Korean name dictionary goes.
And he does not look like a Kim. Not at all.
Oh, speaking of sexy men, there's a character that's been introduced, and he ended up having his shirt torn off....He looks so anorexic and GROSS, sure he's like, some little kid type, but his torso is so small, that just because the artist drew muscles, it was still sickening. No wonder Seira doesn't like him.
Eh, one last thing before I go back to Noblesse....
Korn singing "Kidnap the Sandy Claws" is amazing. I can't stop laughing. Okay....later then.
Tao Packed the Ramen!
I know this isn't a long post, nor is it really relevant to anything except Noblesse, and for such a small part...
Holy freakin Tao packed the ramen! HA! Tao is amazing. =)
That is all...Read Noblesse to get what I'm talking about! I just had to throw this here so I can remember it for later.
Holy freakin Tao packed the ramen! HA! Tao is amazing. =)
That is all...Read Noblesse to get what I'm talking about! I just had to throw this here so I can remember it for later.
Friday, February 17, 2012
oh em gee!
Ubber muscular, hot men are shirtless 90% of the time in this manhwa!!! xD It makes me giddy every time I see these guys without their shirts...
Or, in Shinwoo's case....a button up shirt that's open at the neck and down at his navel with the wind blowing, being able to catch glimpses of his yummy chest.
Why why why can't this be a Yaoi?! D:
I'm feeling a fic inspiration. >=D
Or, in Shinwoo's case....a button up shirt that's open at the neck and down at his navel with the wind blowing, being able to catch glimpses of his yummy chest.
Why why why can't this be a Yaoi?! D:
I'm feeling a fic inspiration. >=D
Noblesse pairings
An actual vampire manga that isn't based off romance! Honestly! There's absolutely no basis of pairings, or there weren't any until recently. I actually don't mind the fact that there is no romance. I'm so into it, and my bendy mind can conjure up pairings anyway.
At first, I immediately went for the yaoi pairings.
Rai/Franky
Rai/Shinwoo
Then I went to the regular pairings, and this is where I stand for the moment.
Rai/Suyi
Shinwoo/Seira
m-21/Yoona
And that's it for now. I'm itchy to see if I'm right. =)
At first, I immediately went for the yaoi pairings.
Rai/Franky
Rai/Shinwoo
Then I went to the regular pairings, and this is where I stand for the moment.
Rai/Suyi
Shinwoo/Seira
m-21/Yoona
And that's it for now. I'm itchy to see if I'm right. =)
Yaoi List
Part 2 of my manga lists...The Yaoi section <3 This one's going to probably be longer, seeing as how most of the yaoi that I've read are just one volume long. =) Makes it for more reading yaoi that way. <3 <3 <3
Flash Boys
G-Defend
Geshuku Biyori
Konbini-kun
Dear Myself
Dear Green
Mysterious Love
Dear Gentle Papa
Darling
Lost Boys (Peter Pan! <3 One of my faves.)
Concrete Garden (hurt my head, it was so complicated, or, at least, the ending sciencey stuff.)
Living for Tomorrow
Dekiru Otoko no Sodatekata
Love Mode (I'm sorry, but going on a date, and then being mistaken for a "professional" is just too funny. Sounds like it could really happen around here, since this is the prostitution state, and it happens all the damn time...still, I laughed my ass off when it happened in the story.)
Dare ga Omae
Shinu hodo Suki
Dakishimetakunai
Countless Time
color
Boys Next door
Competent Chairman
Corsair
cannot kiss for 24 hours
Can't Help Getting Hurt (definitely a reread <3)
Calling
Calorie
Love Skit
Enslave Lover
Bondz
Free Punch
Brothers
Boys Love
TV-kun no Kimochi
Bokura no Unsei
Bokutachi Otokonoko
Kimi Note
After I Win
Abarenbou Kareshi
Sekaiichi Hatsukoi (This one isn't finished yet, and I'm eagerly awaiting updates! Love this story)
Blurry Moon
Black Knight
$10
1001 Years I Love
1999 Shanghai
A Bird in a Dream
A Desire Boy
Abiro Junjou
Access
Acid Flower
Acid Town
Afuresou na Pool
Ai no DNA
Aishuu
Aistu no Daihonmei
Aistu to Ore
Akai Koi
Akanai Tobira
Amai Jouken
Anata no Tonari
Anbalance Lover
Animal X
Anitque Bakery
April 4th
Ark of the Prince
Arrested Man
Asterisk (Need to find more of this manga...I loved it and the fact that I can't find more of it makes me sad!)
Awkward Silence
Bakumatsu
Barbarian in Tokyo
Bath Towel
Be Thirsty of Love
Bi no Isu
Bijo to Chinjuu
Binetsu Shukan
Bitter
Bittersweet Cafe
Blind Love
Body Talk Paradox
Bronze
Brother
Bukiyo de Gomen
Burai-an (The manga that got me into muscular men =) )
Clear Skies
Crimson Spell
Dash
Desire
Doushitemo Furetakunai
Duetto (Made me cry)
Fake
Fake seconD season
Freefall Romance
From Yesterday
G-Senjou no Neko
Hachimitu Darling
Hero Heel
Hot Steamy Glasses
In The God's Arms
Invisible Boy (One of the sexiest glasses characters ever)
Junjou Mistake
Junjou Romantica
Kayashimashi no Yuuga na Seikatsu
Kohitsuji Hokaku Keikaku
Koi Cha no Osahou
La Esperanca (also made me cry)
La Satanica
Love or Pride
Love Stage
Mousou Electricity
Ordinary Crush
Oucho Haru no Yaoi no Romance
Our Everlasting
Royal Fiance
Rules
Seven
Sorenari ni Shinken nandesu
Spell
Super Lovers
Sweet
Take Over Zone
Tenki Yohou no Koibito
The Paradise on the Hill
Tokaido Hisame
Tokaido Hisame Kagerou
Tokyo Shinjuu
Trouble Double Face
Usotsuki na Kimi no Toriko
Vanilla
Yellow
Yellow 2
Hybrid Child
Gravitation
Loveless
Rising Storm
The Carp on the Chopping Block Jumps Twice
The Cornered Mouse Dreams of Cheese
Michiru Heya
~+~
And that's it so far. Again, like I mentioned in my other list, I have more in my actual collection that aren't listed in the Spectrum Nexus. I tried to search through Amazon, but they apparently don't save purchases from before I bought Rising Storm. I have a cute one about ninjas that I really liked, and it's in a box somewhere, and I can't remember the name, but I also can't find it anywhere! I want to read it again! =(!
I didn't bold anything in this list because most of them have been finished, as I mentioned before. See, this list is much more impressive than the regular list. Good lord, am I a perv because I like reading Yaoi so much? Hey, at least I'm not Yuri! I could be though, but I'm not. I'm not a fan of girl/girl, even though I've written it some, and I'm featuring it in a few of my recent stories.
Oh well. Note: I'll be updating the list as I read more. Same with the Regular List.
Flash Boys
G-Defend
Geshuku Biyori
Konbini-kun
Dear Myself
Dear Green
Mysterious Love
Dear Gentle Papa
Darling
Lost Boys (Peter Pan! <3 One of my faves.)
Concrete Garden (hurt my head, it was so complicated, or, at least, the ending sciencey stuff.)
Living for Tomorrow
Dekiru Otoko no Sodatekata
Love Mode (I'm sorry, but going on a date, and then being mistaken for a "professional" is just too funny. Sounds like it could really happen around here, since this is the prostitution state, and it happens all the damn time...still, I laughed my ass off when it happened in the story.)
Dare ga Omae
Shinu hodo Suki
Dakishimetakunai
Countless Time
color
Boys Next door
Competent Chairman
Corsair
cannot kiss for 24 hours
Can't Help Getting Hurt (definitely a reread <3)
Calling
Calorie
Love Skit
Enslave Lover
Bondz
Free Punch
Brothers
Boys Love
TV-kun no Kimochi
Bokura no Unsei
Bokutachi Otokonoko
Kimi Note
After I Win
Abarenbou Kareshi
Sekaiichi Hatsukoi (This one isn't finished yet, and I'm eagerly awaiting updates! Love this story)
Blurry Moon
Black Knight
$10
1001 Years I Love
1999 Shanghai
A Bird in a Dream
A Desire Boy
Abiro Junjou
Access
Acid Flower
Acid Town
Afuresou na Pool
Ai no DNA
Aishuu
Aistu no Daihonmei
Aistu to Ore
Akai Koi
Akanai Tobira
Amai Jouken
Anata no Tonari
Anbalance Lover
Animal X
Anitque Bakery
April 4th
Ark of the Prince
Arrested Man
Asterisk (Need to find more of this manga...I loved it and the fact that I can't find more of it makes me sad!)
Awkward Silence
Bakumatsu
Barbarian in Tokyo
Bath Towel
Be Thirsty of Love
Bi no Isu
Bijo to Chinjuu
Binetsu Shukan
Bitter
Bittersweet Cafe
Blind Love
Body Talk Paradox
Bronze
Brother
Bukiyo de Gomen
Burai-an (The manga that got me into muscular men =) )
Clear Skies
Crimson Spell
Dash
Desire
Doushitemo Furetakunai
Duetto (Made me cry)
Fake
Fake seconD season
Freefall Romance
From Yesterday
G-Senjou no Neko
Hachimitu Darling
Hero Heel
Hot Steamy Glasses
In The God's Arms
Invisible Boy (One of the sexiest glasses characters ever)
Junjou Mistake
Junjou Romantica
Kayashimashi no Yuuga na Seikatsu
Kohitsuji Hokaku Keikaku
Koi Cha no Osahou
La Esperanca (also made me cry)
La Satanica
Love or Pride
Love Stage
Mousou Electricity
Ordinary Crush
Oucho Haru no Yaoi no Romance
Our Everlasting
Royal Fiance
Rules
Seven
Sorenari ni Shinken nandesu
Spell
Super Lovers
Sweet
Take Over Zone
Tenki Yohou no Koibito
The Paradise on the Hill
Tokaido Hisame
Tokaido Hisame Kagerou
Tokyo Shinjuu
Trouble Double Face
Usotsuki na Kimi no Toriko
Vanilla
Yellow
Yellow 2
Hybrid Child
Gravitation
Loveless
Rising Storm
The Carp on the Chopping Block Jumps Twice
The Cornered Mouse Dreams of Cheese
Michiru Heya
~+~
And that's it so far. Again, like I mentioned in my other list, I have more in my actual collection that aren't listed in the Spectrum Nexus. I tried to search through Amazon, but they apparently don't save purchases from before I bought Rising Storm. I have a cute one about ninjas that I really liked, and it's in a box somewhere, and I can't remember the name, but I also can't find it anywhere! I want to read it again! =(!
I didn't bold anything in this list because most of them have been finished, as I mentioned before. See, this list is much more impressive than the regular list. Good lord, am I a perv because I like reading Yaoi so much? Hey, at least I'm not Yuri! I could be though, but I'm not. I'm not a fan of girl/girl, even though I've written it some, and I'm featuring it in a few of my recent stories.
Oh well. Note: I'll be updating the list as I read more. Same with the Regular List.
Regular List
So, I'm reading my new manga that I'm into, and suddenly I get the idea to list all of the manga that I've read.I remember going over a list of an author that I'm fond of on Fanfiction.net, and I was impressed! I've been meaning to do one myself, but never really got around to it. I know I should be writing the finishing touches on chapter 4 of Magic, but I really wanna do this now.
Titles bolded are completed, that I've finished.
Peter Pan Syndrome
Mint de Kiss Me
PxP
Lonesome Eden
Trusty Bell
Deatta Toki ni Boku Wa Mou Inai
Koibana
Shinwa Ponchi
Zombie Powder
Special A
I Am A Hero
Annarasumanara
Aishiteruze Baby
Barefoot Gen
Btooom!
Chobits
Death Note (before it became so popular, and the popularity killed it for me. =/ so I haven't finished it.)
Detective Conan
Fairy Tail
Fruits Basket
Full Moon wo Sagashite
Fullmetal Alchemist
Hana-Kimi
Hoshi wa Utau
Inuyasha
Loveless
MPD Psycho
Naruto
Nodame Cantabile
One Piece
Rave Master
Rurouni Kenshin
Samurai Deeper Kyo
Sensual Phrase
Skip Beat
The Breaker
Lucifer and Biscuit Hammer
Until Death Do Us Part
Vampire Knight
YuYu Hakusho
YuGiOh
Pokemon
Ai no Exorcist
From Far Away
Deadman Wonderland
Afterschool Nightmare (The Spectrum has this under Halloween and Yaoi, but it's not really Yaoi at all, so I'm keeping it here.)
Say I love you
Kemono ni Koishita
Kimi ni moeta li desu ka
He is my master
Revolutionary Girl Utena
Rune Soldier
First Girl (was really awesome until the character I really liked died...I couldn't finish after that.)
Love Strip
Desire Climax
Moe Kara
Private Prince (love love loved it!)
Noblesse (My current obsession)
Kamikaze Girls (the novels, and manga )
Gravitation
Chrono Crusade
Karin
Black Rose Alice
Angel Densetsu
Tramps Like Us (Kimi wo [wa?] Petto)
Ghost Hunt
Kamikaze
~+~
I've been reading a lot of oneshots lately, which explains all the finished manga at the top. I'm finding myself not wanting to commit to anything, since I've been reading Fairy Tail and Noblesse, I don't want to wait for a series to finish, and that's what I'll end up doing! Like Zombie Powder, I love it, but it stopped right at a cool part, and now I have to wait for it to be updated! D:
And, honestly, that doesn't count all the Yaoi that I've been reading! I'm going to post a separate post for that genre. <3
So, that's the list that I've got so far. I also have a huge collection that none of the scanlation websites have, or, maybe they do, I just don't remember the titles to see them without looking at the actual book. I'll find the box with all my anime and manga and update this list. I'm not going to throw my anime list up there, because most of the anime I've seen was based off manga that I've read. With the exception of Samurai 7, Read or Die, and Studio Ghibli films (Spirited Away, Kiki's Delivery Service, Castle in the Sky, Howl's Moving Castle).
All righty, off to the yaoi list.
Titles bolded are completed, that I've finished.
Peter Pan Syndrome
Mint de Kiss Me
PxP
Lonesome Eden
Trusty Bell
Deatta Toki ni Boku Wa Mou Inai
Koibana
Shinwa Ponchi
Zombie Powder
Special A
I Am A Hero
Annarasumanara
Aishiteruze Baby
Barefoot Gen
Btooom!
Chobits
Death Note (before it became so popular, and the popularity killed it for me. =/ so I haven't finished it.)
Detective Conan
Fairy Tail
Fruits Basket
Full Moon wo Sagashite
Fullmetal Alchemist
Hana-Kimi
Hoshi wa Utau
Inuyasha
Loveless
MPD Psycho
Naruto
Nodame Cantabile
One Piece
Rave Master
Rurouni Kenshin
Samurai Deeper Kyo
Sensual Phrase
Skip Beat
The Breaker
Lucifer and Biscuit Hammer
Until Death Do Us Part
Vampire Knight
YuYu Hakusho
YuGiOh
Pokemon
Ai no Exorcist
From Far Away
Deadman Wonderland
Afterschool Nightmare (The Spectrum has this under Halloween and Yaoi, but it's not really Yaoi at all, so I'm keeping it here.)
Say I love you
Kemono ni Koishita
Kimi ni moeta li desu ka
He is my master
Revolutionary Girl Utena
Rune Soldier
First Girl (was really awesome until the character I really liked died...I couldn't finish after that.)
Love Strip
Desire Climax
Moe Kara
Private Prince (love love loved it!)
Noblesse (My current obsession)
Kamikaze Girls (the novels, and manga )
Gravitation
Chrono Crusade
Karin
Black Rose Alice
Angel Densetsu
Tramps Like Us (Kimi wo [wa?] Petto)
Ghost Hunt
Kamikaze
~+~
I've been reading a lot of oneshots lately, which explains all the finished manga at the top. I'm finding myself not wanting to commit to anything, since I've been reading Fairy Tail and Noblesse, I don't want to wait for a series to finish, and that's what I'll end up doing! Like Zombie Powder, I love it, but it stopped right at a cool part, and now I have to wait for it to be updated! D:
And, honestly, that doesn't count all the Yaoi that I've been reading! I'm going to post a separate post for that genre. <3
So, that's the list that I've got so far. I also have a huge collection that none of the scanlation websites have, or, maybe they do, I just don't remember the titles to see them without looking at the actual book. I'll find the box with all my anime and manga and update this list. I'm not going to throw my anime list up there, because most of the anime I've seen was based off manga that I've read. With the exception of Samurai 7, Read or Die, and Studio Ghibli films (Spirited Away, Kiki's Delivery Service, Castle in the Sky, Howl's Moving Castle).
All righty, off to the yaoi list.
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
Ah jeeze...
Since did I become such a perverted author? I've started another one-shot, but it's....wait for it....an orgy. -_- Yup, I orgied them! Guuuuuh. It came to me while I was writing chapter 4 of Magic. Natsu goes to wake up the girls, and, in my mind, I contemplated having him walk in on something, and then I threw Natsu into the mix, and then I thought, "Well, why should Gray be left out?" Aaaand that's how my orgy came about. It has nothing to do with Magic, that's just how I came up with the idea.
Man, and I still haven't paired Lucy and Erza yet. I'm working on that Jealousy story, but that's a sex free story. Maybe a little fantasizing, but that's about it, not M worthy for sure.
Well, I just popped on here to ask myself "WTF?!?!" and that I've done that, I'm going to finish writing. Gotta have all these stories done by Friday. So, that's 1 one-shot, 1 two-shot, and 1 update...Hm...actually that doesn't sound that bad. And then throw in my Skyrim fic, Maybe. I just don't want to overwhelm myself like I used to with all those fics that I wrote for Harry Potter and Mediaminor (which isn't there anymore sadly...).
Hm, I think I'm going to search for all my previous fics and, if they're any good, upload them on Fanfiction...They're all chaptered, and I only finished one, but then I jump into a sequel, which it desperately needed...Hm..well, here I go.
Man, and I still haven't paired Lucy and Erza yet. I'm working on that Jealousy story, but that's a sex free story. Maybe a little fantasizing, but that's about it, not M worthy for sure.
Well, I just popped on here to ask myself "WTF?!?!" and that I've done that, I'm going to finish writing. Gotta have all these stories done by Friday. So, that's 1 one-shot, 1 two-shot, and 1 update...Hm...actually that doesn't sound that bad. And then throw in my Skyrim fic, Maybe. I just don't want to overwhelm myself like I used to with all those fics that I wrote for Harry Potter and Mediaminor (which isn't there anymore sadly...).
Hm, I think I'm going to search for all my previous fics and, if they're any good, upload them on Fanfiction...They're all chaptered, and I only finished one, but then I jump into a sequel, which it desperately needed...Hm..well, here I go.
Saturday, February 11, 2012
I always get all bubbly when someone leaves a review, but yer not supposed to guess what happens! D: seriously, did I telepathically transfer my idea with the story to this person? They guessed what's going to happen down to the point! Oh well, I know which direction my story is going, and that's all that matters.
Anyway, got to watch Woman in Black last night. Super excited! Was amazing. I love ghost stories like that. I guess the only downside to the movie was the other people. Ya know, all those girls who jump at certain parts and then giggle and talk about they jumped at the movie. I know you shit your pants, you don't have to talk about it!
Well, I found out that that movie was based off a novel, so the moment I saw that I jumped on the Kindle and ordered it. I promised myself that I'd read it after Nuclear Jellyfish (hilarious!).
Next thing on my list...I've decided to make Akito a gangster type character. After he fully becomes a regular vampire again, he's going to raise hell and be...well...gangster! He's already my favorite character in that story, and while listening to Niggas in Paris, I realized that I want Akito to be the type that, if amvs were to be made of him, it would those types of songs. I then decided to shove Kai into that category as well, seeing as how they're brothers and Kai really is a gangster, well, the leader of the vampires in Japan, which is like being the head of the mafia.
I really want to finish that story. I'm so close to finishing it that my fingers are twitching as I'm typing about it. I just really want to start the sequel! Maybe I'll start it anyway? Just because Forbidden Thoughts isn't quite finished yet doesn't mean I can't start the sequel, especially since I know how the story is going to end, and how everyone is going to end up. Akito gangster meets up with a girl named Riri, who reminds him of Lilly, the only girl he ever actually loved! AAARGH can't wait.
One last thing before I end this and start chapter 4, about the last blog post that I typed out, me being pissed off with Travis and whatnot, well he walks up to me and says that he was with his friend all day because his friend and his girl are breaking up. WELL BIG FUCKING SURPRISE!!! I even told him that I apologize for not being compassionate and sympathetic. After all, he is a cheater, so it was only a matter of time before his girl found out. I mean, is he really feeling that down about it? IF YOU'RE GOING TO BE DEPRESSED ABOUT BREAKING UP WITH YOUR GIRL, THEN DON'T CHEAT ON HER IN THE FIRST PLACE YOU FUCKING MORON!!!!
Okay, now that that's out of my system...Off to stare at a blank computer screen that's chapter 4 of Magic. -Siiiiigh-
Anyway, got to watch Woman in Black last night. Super excited! Was amazing. I love ghost stories like that. I guess the only downside to the movie was the other people. Ya know, all those girls who jump at certain parts and then giggle and talk about they jumped at the movie. I know you shit your pants, you don't have to talk about it!
Well, I found out that that movie was based off a novel, so the moment I saw that I jumped on the Kindle and ordered it. I promised myself that I'd read it after Nuclear Jellyfish (hilarious!).
Next thing on my list...I've decided to make Akito a gangster type character. After he fully becomes a regular vampire again, he's going to raise hell and be...well...gangster! He's already my favorite character in that story, and while listening to Niggas in Paris, I realized that I want Akito to be the type that, if amvs were to be made of him, it would those types of songs. I then decided to shove Kai into that category as well, seeing as how they're brothers and Kai really is a gangster, well, the leader of the vampires in Japan, which is like being the head of the mafia.
I really want to finish that story. I'm so close to finishing it that my fingers are twitching as I'm typing about it. I just really want to start the sequel! Maybe I'll start it anyway? Just because Forbidden Thoughts isn't quite finished yet doesn't mean I can't start the sequel, especially since I know how the story is going to end, and how everyone is going to end up. Akito gangster meets up with a girl named Riri, who reminds him of Lilly, the only girl he ever actually loved! AAARGH can't wait.
One last thing before I end this and start chapter 4, about the last blog post that I typed out, me being pissed off with Travis and whatnot, well he walks up to me and says that he was with his friend all day because his friend and his girl are breaking up. WELL BIG FUCKING SURPRISE!!! I even told him that I apologize for not being compassionate and sympathetic. After all, he is a cheater, so it was only a matter of time before his girl found out. I mean, is he really feeling that down about it? IF YOU'RE GOING TO BE DEPRESSED ABOUT BREAKING UP WITH YOUR GIRL, THEN DON'T CHEAT ON HER IN THE FIRST PLACE YOU FUCKING MORON!!!!
Okay, now that that's out of my system...Off to stare at a blank computer screen that's chapter 4 of Magic. -Siiiiigh-
Friday, February 10, 2012
Ranting
Congratu-fucking-lations. You got your tax return. Yippee. Thanks for spending it all on you and your buddy. So we're going to go watch a movie tonight, so what? You don't ever THINK do you? Let me tell you why I'm so pissed off to the point of crying...AGAIN.
First of all, Bella didn't want a fucking TOY. She wants FOOD. She hasn't eaten in how long? And you show up with a fucking rope?
Oh yeah, not to mention that you spent this GREAT day with your butt buddy, while I spent all fucking day at home with the fucking kids. Not to mention that before you left you yelled at me to clean the house. Guess what, genius? I always clean the house! Don't sit there and act all high and mighty just because you got money now.
Oh yeah, and stop talking about your YUGIOH trip. God forbid you don't have enough money to go. And thanks for totally forgetting that you invited to take me with. Oh, you say it'll be too expensive? I think $200 just so you can go to the ghetto of Los Angeles is too expensive. We can't afford for you to be stupid with your yugioh.
And thanks for the BODY LOTION. That cost you, what...$10? I didn't want lotion. I have lotion. I have LOTS AND LOTS of lotion. If you were going to "surprise" me with lotion, why buy the fucking thing in the first place? Really? Thanks for nothing, jerk.
Oh and your kids are hungry. Did you think that maybe you should have stopped to get dinner? No? Well, after not showing up with dog food for the starving animal, I wasn't surprised that you didn't think about that either.
And what's with you spending all this time with your friend anyway? I know this is just me being selfish, but usually you want to do things with me, spend the day with me when you get money. Do we really bug you that much that you don't want to spend today with us? I am so close to just saying good bye, and making you raise your kids by yourself. See how you like it!
FYI...I HATE kids. Just because they're our kids, doesn't mean that I all of a sudden like to be around little people. You're the one who wanted them in the first place.
The biggest mistake of my life is fearing what you would think of me if I didn't keep those children. Granted, I love them, but I can't take it anymore. If I wanted to raise kids by myself, then I wouldn't be here, would I?
So, before I go the bathroom to wash my face of these tears that you caused me to have again, I just want to say this...Fuck you and your selfish ways. Be thankful that my mom is out of town this weekend, because I want nothing more than to jump in my car and drive to my mom's house. Or better yet, maybe I'll just drive until I run out of gas? You filled my tank for me, so I could get pretty far away. It's what I've always wanted to, even as a kid, was to take my car and drive.
Now then, since I have kids crying at me for no reason really I'm going to wash my face and hopefully look back to normal by the time you come back home.
First of all, Bella didn't want a fucking TOY. She wants FOOD. She hasn't eaten in how long? And you show up with a fucking rope?
Oh yeah, not to mention that you spent this GREAT day with your butt buddy, while I spent all fucking day at home with the fucking kids. Not to mention that before you left you yelled at me to clean the house. Guess what, genius? I always clean the house! Don't sit there and act all high and mighty just because you got money now.
Oh yeah, and stop talking about your YUGIOH trip. God forbid you don't have enough money to go. And thanks for totally forgetting that you invited to take me with. Oh, you say it'll be too expensive? I think $200 just so you can go to the ghetto of Los Angeles is too expensive. We can't afford for you to be stupid with your yugioh.
And thanks for the BODY LOTION. That cost you, what...$10? I didn't want lotion. I have lotion. I have LOTS AND LOTS of lotion. If you were going to "surprise" me with lotion, why buy the fucking thing in the first place? Really? Thanks for nothing, jerk.
Oh and your kids are hungry. Did you think that maybe you should have stopped to get dinner? No? Well, after not showing up with dog food for the starving animal, I wasn't surprised that you didn't think about that either.
And what's with you spending all this time with your friend anyway? I know this is just me being selfish, but usually you want to do things with me, spend the day with me when you get money. Do we really bug you that much that you don't want to spend today with us? I am so close to just saying good bye, and making you raise your kids by yourself. See how you like it!
FYI...I HATE kids. Just because they're our kids, doesn't mean that I all of a sudden like to be around little people. You're the one who wanted them in the first place.
The biggest mistake of my life is fearing what you would think of me if I didn't keep those children. Granted, I love them, but I can't take it anymore. If I wanted to raise kids by myself, then I wouldn't be here, would I?
So, before I go the bathroom to wash my face of these tears that you caused me to have again, I just want to say this...Fuck you and your selfish ways. Be thankful that my mom is out of town this weekend, because I want nothing more than to jump in my car and drive to my mom's house. Or better yet, maybe I'll just drive until I run out of gas? You filled my tank for me, so I could get pretty far away. It's what I've always wanted to, even as a kid, was to take my car and drive.
Now then, since I have kids crying at me for no reason really I'm going to wash my face and hopefully look back to normal by the time you come back home.
Frustrating!
So, I finally get chapter 3 done, and I can't upload it. Not only can I not upload, I can't login at all! Darn you fanfiction.net! I need to update! WAHWAHWAH!
I admit it seems a little rushed, well that's because I wanted to finish it as soon as I could. I would feel really bad if I were to enter the weekend without an update. A week seems like a long time to wait for a story update, especially after the crappy chapter I uploaded previously! I'm hoping this chapter makes people happy; it's longer, so I think more stuff happens. Mostly it's just Gray being all confused and angry about his sudden attraction to Natsu.
Well, I'm going to try one more time.
I admit it seems a little rushed, well that's because I wanted to finish it as soon as I could. I would feel really bad if I were to enter the weekend without an update. A week seems like a long time to wait for a story update, especially after the crappy chapter I uploaded previously! I'm hoping this chapter makes people happy; it's longer, so I think more stuff happens. Mostly it's just Gray being all confused and angry about his sudden attraction to Natsu.
Well, I'm going to try one more time.
Palm Tree?
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Here's the colored Happy that I promised. Colored it a long time ago, and just decided to throw it up here just now. And, for some reason I drew a palm tree in the sky...Put a little WTF?!?! factor into it. Heh.
More Fairy Tail
Yay, go Lucy! I'm rooting for you, baby doll!
I love it when Lucy's fighting. Normally she's so timid about fighting, and then when she finally goes up she and her spirits kick ass. She doesn't fight as much as everyone else, but when she does, it's more exciting than watching anyone else.
Granted, I like watching Natsu and the others fight as well, but I don't get hyped with them as I do with Lucy. She's obviously my favorite character, even though I put her through so much shit in my fics. It's the same with Fruits Basket. Tohru is my favorite character, but I put her through so much shit, I felt so bad for her. Before I quit writing Fruits Basket fics, I wanted to write something beneficial for her, but that never happened.
Well, I guess, with Forbidden Thoughts, since it was a Fruits Basket story originally, she became Arkade's mate, so that's pretty cool, I guess, right?
But, back on topic...
I can't wait for the next chapter! Yay Lucy!! =D
Oh, and she's now stronger thanks to Urtear (Ultear?). Super happy fun time. =D
I love it when Lucy's fighting. Normally she's so timid about fighting, and then when she finally goes up she and her spirits kick ass. She doesn't fight as much as everyone else, but when she does, it's more exciting than watching anyone else.
Granted, I like watching Natsu and the others fight as well, but I don't get hyped with them as I do with Lucy. She's obviously my favorite character, even though I put her through so much shit in my fics. It's the same with Fruits Basket. Tohru is my favorite character, but I put her through so much shit, I felt so bad for her. Before I quit writing Fruits Basket fics, I wanted to write something beneficial for her, but that never happened.
Well, I guess, with Forbidden Thoughts, since it was a Fruits Basket story originally, she became Arkade's mate, so that's pretty cool, I guess, right?
But, back on topic...
I can't wait for the next chapter! Yay Lucy!! =D
Oh, and she's now stronger thanks to Urtear (Ultear?). Super happy fun time. =D
Lately...
I've been updating my fics, finally! I'd like to say that I've been incredibly busy, or having computer problems, or even personal problems...but no. I've been playing Skyrim almost nonstop all week! And, now that Travis got his tax refund, he's going to be gone all day - which isn't that big of a surprise, he's gone all day every day - and I really wanna play Skyrim some more, but I have to update TODAY. I think my readers have waited long enough for an update, right?
I've only gotten three paragraphs of the 3rd chapter for Magic, and I've started another one-shot about someone being jealous over the NaLu pairing; only this time, I'm not going to reveal who it is! Okay, so maybe not a one-shot. I'll reveal who it is in chapter 2, but that's it. A two chapter story!
Ah, and I've also got a Skyrim fic in the making. It came to me in a dream, like most of my stories do. I've got the whole basic ideas jotted down, but I still need to map it out, and then chapter it. I've gone through the trouble of writing down every name that's involved, which required ten minutes of research on my part...There's only one made up character, aside from my lovely Shani.
Anyway, I'm off to sit at my computer with my fingers on the keyboard while I watch Horton Hears A Who. I know, I need to start writing, but I keep getting distracted by this movie that I love so much. Even now, I'm getting distracted. Especially during Horton's anime sequence.
Horton's the greatest hero of them all, haaah!
I've only gotten three paragraphs of the 3rd chapter for Magic, and I've started another one-shot about someone being jealous over the NaLu pairing; only this time, I'm not going to reveal who it is! Okay, so maybe not a one-shot. I'll reveal who it is in chapter 2, but that's it. A two chapter story!
Ah, and I've also got a Skyrim fic in the making. It came to me in a dream, like most of my stories do. I've got the whole basic ideas jotted down, but I still need to map it out, and then chapter it. I've gone through the trouble of writing down every name that's involved, which required ten minutes of research on my part...There's only one made up character, aside from my lovely Shani.
Anyway, I'm off to sit at my computer with my fingers on the keyboard while I watch Horton Hears A Who. I know, I need to start writing, but I keep getting distracted by this movie that I love so much. Even now, I'm getting distracted. Especially during Horton's anime sequence.
Horton's the greatest hero of them all, haaah!
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